R E C A P .

soooooooo,
as far as my resolutions go,
i haven't fulfilled ANY of them...
well, for the most part.
-i don't think i've gone to the gym AT ALL this month.
-i washed my car like ONCE.
-no shelves.
-i HAVE spent less, and saved more.
[probably the ONLY resolution i've kept to. boo tina!]
-lol... so spaghetti factory DID like me enough to hire me.
but really, it was NOT worth it.
so after just TWO days, done.
-i have NOT looked into the teaching degree.
-i've slowly packing things up at my parents house to bring to ewa beach.
theres still A LOT to go through. =/
-i have NOT gone to the beach at ALL!
again, boo tina!

this year just hasnt been nice to me at all.
i feel that everything that could have possibly gone wrong,
DID!
i partially, wait, i TRULY believe that a lot of it has to do with the fact that my relationship with God hasnt been good for a LONG while.
and now, it's finally catching up to me.
i know my duties as a believer,
but i have YET to fulfill it.
i know that if i put forth and honest effort to re-connect with God,
things will get better for me.
i know that i have to be patient with these things,
and i really have no one to blame but myself.
so i'm not upset, i'm not looking for any pity...
i'm merely taking it in stride and knowing that things will get better in time.
i'm taking responsibility for my own actions as any mature adult would in the situations i've been given.

my march resolutions.
-Go to Church
[reconnect myself with God. i NEED to.]
-READ!
[i've piled up a stack of books that i want to read. which STILL includes the Da Vinci Code.]
-CLEAN!
[the house, my CAR, the room... PUT UP THE SHELVES! lol. with everything that's been going on, i just haven't found the dirve to do it. how pathetic! =/]
-continue looking for a second job.
[anyone know of anyone hiring? lol. =]]
-beach?
[go as often as i possibly can, if ever i can! spring break is coming up!!!]

i'm gonna try and keep it short and simple.
hopefully i'll be able to keep up with atleast HALF of them...
we'll see.


LASTLY...
this month only,
two people that i've known,
and one that i've loved,
passed.

R.I.P.
Shane Amion-February 23,2009
Kuya Ador- February 25, 2009

Here's to the next 40 days...

With Lent upon us,
I feel that I should give myself a visual reminder of the things I plan on happening during the next 40 days.

For this Lent,
I originally intended on satrting it out with a thurough cleanse.
I had intended on doing the lemonade & cayenne pepper cleansing.
But due to my hectic schedule this week,
I found no time to purchase the items neccessary for the cleanse.
So as soon as i am able to go out and purchase these things,
I will go ahead and do so.
=]
Perhaps tomorrow since I will be in the area.

Aside from that, I plan on swearing off all sodas and fast food chains [McDonalds, Jacks, etc.]
I'm hoping that with the cleanse and the "no fastfoods",
it'll help me to make better choices.
=]
That's just another one of my goals...
So essentially,
I'm killing two birds with one stone.
I'm fulfilling my "fast" for Lent,
AND I'm making decisions for healthier choices.
=]

Not too shabby if i do say so myself.
So here's to the next 40 days!
I had a great big dinner at CPK with Lea,
Now I'm ready!
BRING IT ON!
ahahah.
=]